Bro, I’m not Jesus

“I can’t keep going through this shit. You see it — you see what they do to me.

I take it, all of it, in the name of forgiveness.I hear you when you say they’re ignorant.

But these people know exactly what they’re doing.

The thought of them getting away with it weighs my soul down.

Meanwhile, they’re playing in my face.

They’re wicked. It’s wickedness.

The irritating part is they think I’m a sheep because I don’t retaliate. That’s what pisses me off.

I’d whip them to fucking shreds.

Bro, I’m not Jesus.

This forgiving shit is hard.”

I don’t think I said Amen. I was angry.

During the day I remembered

“Fools are quick to express their anger, but wise people are patient and control themselves.”

lol

I called God Bro, Bro.

Every time I made a decision in anger I made a mistake.

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